“I was really ashamed to say it at the time and a shame to have to admit it to Harry, especially because I know how much loss he suffered. But I knew that if I didn’t say it that I would do it. And I just didn’t, I just didn’t want to be alive anymore.”

Meghan Markle · said date not stated · reported 2026-08-20

Meghan revealed she had suicidal thoughts while a working royal, in response to Oprah Winfrey's question.